Wednesday 19th June 2013,
The Liz Army

Changing careers during brain cancer

Liz December 9, 2011 Surviving 6 Comments
Warning

WARNING: Living your life may kill you.

So, I got a new job. This is a time for celebration, I get to take on new challenges and I have an exciting job title, blah blah blah. But that is not what this post is about.

I’m writing about the anxiety-wrenching situation I was/am in when it comes to health care and a job change.

I didn’t have medical coverage through an employer when I was diagnosed in July 2008. I was unmarried, unemployed and on disability for approximately 11 months paying for COBRA coverage during both brain surgeries and the first six months I was on Temodar. This was a stressful and expensive time.

Then in August 2009 I landed an amazing job, and I was unionized. What is the cost of health care at a good, union job? Practically nothing! When I got that job I told myself I’d never leave.

Then again, I was also scared out of my mind that I’d die within a year or so anyway. So why worry about my career future?

But time went on and I stayed on Temodar for the full 24 months. I felt invincible on chemotherapy because I knew something was always working in my favor. So what if the tumor tried to grow? Temodar was there to protect me.

Slowly but surely my passion for a successful career flared up again. I had mixed emotions about this.

  • On one hand, cancer helped me realize there is more to life than a job.
  • But on the other hand, I can’t let cancer keep me down. 
  • And on the other-other hand (I have three hands now) I personally never feel like my job is just a job. I actually like the stuff I do.

Then out of the blue I was presented with a new job opportunity–a great opportunity to work in the non-profit world, which is where I want to go!

The one thing truly holding me back was the cost of health care, and worrying about the 90 days it takes to qualify for the new employer’s health plan.

I knew one thing for sure: If I took the job I would have to pay for three months of COBRA (for myself and my husband).

Before I gave my two-week notice I had a brain MRI.

Super Awesome Nurse didn’t know it, but when she told me the scan looked good and hinted that my appointments could be spread further apart, she was giving me a thumbs-up to move on with my life.

I have now been at the new job for two weeks–there’s only 10 more weeks left until I am on their plan!

But who’s counting?

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  • Scott

    I love this post. First off, congratulations on landing a great new job. You address several things we all deal with- putting your life on hold while you tread the murky waters of a new diagnosis, dealing with health care variables, and deciding to get on with your life. Thanks for sharing.

  • Katy Arrington

    Living with all of this is hard. The health insurance part does not help. I am so happy that you have found your new job and the super awesome nurse. Live and love life! Katy

  • Deborahk

    I am so impressed with your desire and ability to keep on truckin’. I’ve had my head in the san for 2+ years, since I got my diagnosis. Having true survivors like you in my bubble give me the wherewithall to do the dumb stuff I gotta do, not to mention the awesome stuff that I’m scared to do. Thank you for being, and super thanks for sharing!

    • http://twitter.com/TheLizArmy The Liz Army

      Thanks, Deborah! And thanks for sticking with me for all this time. 

      Sometimes I wonder why they hell I keep writing, especially now that the Temodar is over. I wonder if my cancer is still a topic of conversation.

      But it is, in my head. (Pun slightly intended.) Cancer is still real for me everyday.

  • Mel

    Yes, this: Cancer is still real for me everyday. I have wanted to make a career change to going freelance but am in “job lock” due to needing good, relatively affordable health insurance (and being a ca survivor w/ risks of other ca). I am now looking at applying for a lower-$ job at a not-for-profit where the mission matters to me and the work is more what I want to do, AND I think they have pretty good insurance (tho right now I have the gold standard)….but now I’m worrying that since they don’t do sick days, something would happen and I’d wind up on disability. It is SO hard to let the knowledge of one’s impermanence be a driver to have the best possible life and not just live out of fear and seek all possible safety and protections. Thanks for your blog and this post. (I’m glad for your stability in health and your new job, and I’m glad you are continuing to blog, for the rest of us!)

    • http://thelizarmy.com Liz

      I totally know how you feel.

      A few weeks after I switched to the new job (that I wrote this post about), the project I was hired for turned into its OWN nonprofit. Yes, that’s right, a nonprofit starting from scratch.

      I freaked out. I told my boss how important it was for me to have stability and a great health care plan. 

      Fortunately, she is amazing and made sure task #1 was to get me covered under the health plan I’ve been on all along. 

      But wow, it was like getting the run yanked out from under me.