Patient & Researcher Blog
Here I aim to capture what I am learning as a newbie researcher from a patient perspective.
Living with a slow growing brain cancer
It is taboo for researchers to talk about their work before it is published.
I think that’s a bummer.
My favorite part about research is learning new things in real time. Here I share my observations as a learner and my n of 1 (personal) findings as a patient.
Note: I started blogging about brain cancer in 2008, at age 29.
I had no background or knowledge about healthcare when I began. Please excuse typos and other misconceptions. What you read here is me in real time, like a time capsule.
There are more than 500 posts here. Use this search to look for something specific. Good luck!
There will be seizures
So now it's just down to me and 3,500mg of Keppra to fight the good fight.
This is your skin on drugs
Between the neurologist and the dermatologist they realized my skin was photosensitive and that I need to wear burly sunscreen—SPF 55+ that shields from the UVA and UVB spectrum.
Radiation side effects
I don't care about seizures, brain surgery, chemotherapy, MRIs, or frequent blood draws, but the thought of radiation makes me feel like I really have cancer. No jokes; this is for real.
Evidence of symptoms
I can't believe what I am reading. It was the me I was a year ago asking the nurse about symptoms I now know were due to a brain tumor.
Task number one: save your life
I've read many books and articles written by people with cancer about the day of their diagnosis. The stories are emotional and dramatic, but I read these accounts like an outsider because I didn't have that kind of moment.
Graphing test results
Another reason I like Kaiser: I can make custom graphs from their Web site based on previous test results!
I choose to be above average
Imagine survival as a bell curve with a normal distribution. If the "average" person survives 2-5 years, and the "below average" person survives less than 2 years, why not decide to be the "above average" person who lives 5+ years?
Right after brain surgery
This was me approximately two hours after brain surgery in February. I was awake but pretended to be asleep for a dramatic effect. I even fool myself.
Forgetting I even had cancer, for a day
To top it all off, I forgot my purse at Nugget Market in Davis and went the whole day without emergency seizure medication, extra anti-nausea pills, my medical insurance card, and an ID. It felt like I was in a witness protection program for cancer patients.