Patient & Researcher Blog
Here I aim to capture what I am learning as a newbie researcher from a patient perspective.
Living with a slow growing brain cancer
It is taboo for researchers to talk about their work before it is published.
I think that’s a bummer.
My favorite part about research is learning new things in real time. Here I share my observations as a learner and my n of 1 (personal) findings as a patient.
Note: I started blogging about brain cancer in 2008, at age 29.
I had no background or knowledge about healthcare when I began. Please excuse typos and other misconceptions. What you read here is me in real time, like a time capsule.
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Will this EEG determine once and for all if I have having increased seizure activity?
As long as knives aren't involved, I think it is cool to learn as much as possible about my brain. I've had pictures (CT scans and MRIs), and surgeries (tissue samples), but now I get a graph!
I honestly can’t remember how many months I’ve been on chemo
I am supposed to start another round of Temodar in about a week, but I can't remember how many months I’ve been on chemo.
A recent interaction between the neurologist and me
During these spells the world looks as though I view it in a fisheye camera lens, and I feel like things are far away. I am clumsy and confused about the location of my body parts. And even if I am looking at my hands they feel foreign.
Can you be a survivor when you are living with cancer?
If you die from cancer you shouldn't be labeled a "non-survivor".
If you had migraines you’d know it
Why do people feel the need to show off by saying their situation is worse?
The difference between a seizure aura and a partial seizure
A partial seizure would cause me to feel some sort of “ants marching up my arm” sensation, also known as a Jacksonian march. But this was more of a "world spins sideways and time slows down" sensation.
Two years of platelet counts while on chemotherapy
I am grateful my body is receptive to this drug because I know it does not work for everyone the same way.
Is anyone listening?
Sometimes I feel like I am shouting into the wind and no one is listening.
That one time I put my blood in my refrigerator so I could participate in research
I am so used to this life it does not freak me out anymore.